Today marks the completion of my five week clown and commedia extravaganza.
I am not the same person that I was five weeks ago. I am different in ways I don’t even comprehend yet.
I am exhausted in the best of ways having truly spent myself each day.
In clown, if you let yourself, you open up like a little flower.
I fell in love over and over again with my fellow clowns. My heart broke open daily and then expanded several sizes and is bursting from my chest.
The world is shinier. I hear music everywhere. I make up little songs.
I carry the moments of courage, of tragedy, of brilliance, of mess, of genius, of laughter, of wonder, and of the amazing live theatre we made together these weeks with me forever.
I found out some very important things along the way.
I am too tired to try to articulate them today. I know they will be revealed in my future work.
I am sated, for the moment, and I celebrate these weeks.
My appetite will return.
But for today, I am sated.
And grateful.
I think congratulations are in order.
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Aw, thank you! I am feeling accomplished!
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You made it sound like such a great experience.
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It really was.
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Ahh! Sounds like you ran into Ronald McDonald and the Good Humor Man all at once! Glad you had such a great experience. Hope you will share more.
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Will do when I come back to earth.
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Your words captured all the wonder and excitement and handed it to me like a magical present! So excited for you and all of us reading! Much love, sister!
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Love right back to you, sister!
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You are inspirational! Thanks for inviting us along.
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Thank you for coming along. I am still in a creative daze…happy.
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May it linger….
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Well done!!! Such an achievement, on so many complex emotional levels that non-performing people have no idea about- you’re so brave- massive hug from me, little Clown- rest up, and integrate, then see what comes out next… bravo 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
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Thank you!! You know the world I’ve entered. Thank you for celebrating with me.
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