I feel the life drain out of my body
Depleted of my life force, I wane
What has triggered this self-abandonment
Where do I go inside
It feels like part of me just leaves
Drains off into a void somewhere
Leaving behind a shell
My skin hanging over my bones
My mind tangled and blank at once
My breath contained and compressed
The familiar iron wall in my gut
Shut, closed off from the world
Only my breath can bring me back
I breathe, slowly, in and out
I feet the iron wall begin to melt
My brain softens, tight thoughts dissipate
And I feel me begin to fill in
The caverns of my self once again
Yes, know that feeling. Well put
LikeLiked by 2 people
I am not alone!
LikeLiked by 2 people
Never ❤
LikeLiked by 2 people
What a great title!
Your poem really captures that emotion.
LikeLiked by 2 people
Thank you!
LikeLike